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So many times I've felt lost
So many times I've cried over issues
So many fears that have built up inside
So many nights laying in bed, heart aching
So many times I was blamed for everything
So many times I fell through the cracks
So many times where I was asked to be fake
So many times I was shot down
So many days I've been alone
So many moments you may have felt were wasted
So many words left unspoken
So many things I've ruined
So many times I've made you regret me
So many of my weaknesses you've found
So many occasions I was manipulated
So many fights where I ran away
So many threats of you leaving
So many useless apologies
So many dreams without you there
So many pointless arguements
So many wrong decisions
So many undeserved "I love you's"
So many unanswered prayers
So many times where I never fit in.
So many times where I wanted to hug you and cry.
So many moments where I needed you, and you werent there...
This is how I've been feeling for the past... God only knows how long. x.x

Happy that I finally came clean?!

Happy that you now know what I've been hiding?!

Happy to see what i really am, what I've felt all along?!

HAPPY THAT I'VE SPENT COUNTLESS NIGHTS CRYING, TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT THE HELL I'VE DONE?!
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:iconanimekaratechick2322:
....yeah....
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botdf1234 Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2012  Student Artist
omg this made me cry a little
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Pointsettia Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
i cried when i wrote it. life is hard....
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botdf1234 Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2012  Student Artist
it is. but we have 2 get through life
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Pointsettia Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
yep... whether we really want to or not.
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botdf1234 Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2012  Student Artist
yea
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